right now i'm listening to this beautiful song. the title is ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU.
my MSN messanger title is also named after the song's title.

christmas shoud be a day full of happiness. a day to share with the ones you love dearly. a day of laughter and lots of love.
but don't know why, these last 4 years, i feel unhappy everytime christmas comes.

i don't think i want a lot everytime that 'should be a beautiful day' comes. just like what the song sings.

i don't a lot for christmas
this is all i'm asking for
i just wanna see my baby
standing right outside my door
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas is
YOU...

these last few days i've been thinking,
do i meant to feel this way all the time??

please Dad,
i want a beautiful christmas this year
just like the ones i always ask You every year...