i ought to wish my self a Happy Birthday, in real sense. well, i am happy... ;) and i'll be a lot more happier if God has answered my prayer, to meet me with the one who will love me and i will love...

i am the love seeker, i'll find my love!

21 october 2006, 01.01 am

i am not a perfect person. but i'm trying to please people. i want them to know that i care for them. i am not a person who can easily express myself. but starting today, i wanna try... :P (so help me God!)

i promise myself i will try to find a solitary moment to be a better person, a better renny. and the first thing i know i should do is to get rid of the past. almost all of my birthday wishes for me today is for me to find my soulmate, my jodoh! and it is a big AMIEN for me. it is my 27th bday wish.

i know i should move on. i know i should open my heart to find someone new. i know i should be a better person. a person filled with love and compassion. and hope someday God will give me my rewards... ;P God i'm trying to...

in this beautiful solitary moment, i want to promise myself to be able to really express what i feel. what i really feel inside. i am not used to it, but i wanna try. and from now on, i am forcing myself to move on. this is the moment that i will erase every single memory of him... since he doesn't want me anymore.

bye-bye love...
you are my 'kenangan terindah'... :)

ps: hari terakhir aku berhubungan dengannya adalah tanggal 12 Juni 2006. dan dia memberikan selamat ulang tahun buat ku di hari yang paling special buat aku.

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Happy b day ren! I believe youll have a wonderfull bday.may succsess,peace, love always be with u.;)

me...
Terima kasih... ;) may GOD bless u 2. I miz ya!