i am really sad today.

yesterday i thought i was fine, until i decided to call him. and not surprisingly it didn't turn out good. he rejected my call.
actually i tried not to think about it. but i can't help it. i really want to at least be able to talk to him. i really want to see him. i really want to be with him again.

i miss him soooooo much.
i love him sooooooooo much.

'till now, i still can not compare him to every other guy i met in my life.
eventhough i love to hear the sound of that guy again (the other guy itu loh).
hehehe.

ya sudahlah.
i just wanna tell you that.
that i still miss him
hehehe

tadi pagi gue dibangunin sama telepon. sama seperti hari sebelumnya. cuma aja hari ini gue senang dapet telepon itu. i kinda miss him. hahaha

eniwey, btw, gue tadi sore telepon orang. and i can't believe it. nobody is answering my phones. 2 important phones i was trying to reach was not availabe. both of them rejected me. gue jadi sedih dong tentunya. tapi tentunya gue mencoba untuk berpikir positif. jadi gue gak mau bete cuma gara-gara begituan doang. semua pikiran negatif gue dibuang.
dan lumayan berhasil lah.

i am strong kok.
i wanna set my goals.
if i can see it, i can reach it.
hehehe.