Terima kasih Tuhan, aku ditambahkan umur 1 tahun lagi.

i've turned into 32 this year. that's a lot of number, dear Lord. And i'm still all by my self. i haven't found someone to love yet. a close to one may be i've ever encountered. hehe. and i still wish he doesn't choose the other one. :P

well. i've overcome it. i know it's for the best of me. :)

tahun ini aku cuma mo bilang terima kasih udah bisa jadi happy banget. dikasi kerjaan enak dengan gaji yang sesuai dengan permintaanku. thank you, Daddy.

dear Lord, this year i've been so blessed. and thank You for Your beautiful presents. again, i know it's for the best of me. :)

i found a dot in my breast. a small but annoying one. i wish it isn't there. but it is there. and i found it just 2 days before my birthday.

i've shed tears this morning. but i leave it all to Him, and Him only.

i've finally decided to go and see the doctor this weekend. i have to. but i don't want anybody to worry about me. because i know everything will be all right. yes!! ALL RIGHT.

i know if these things didn't happen to me, i will always go on my way. my own way and not HIS. i'm lack of everything...

and from today's onward, i knew i should rely myself on Him.

Daddy...

since today's my birthday, can i give You my birthday lists :)

Daddy, i want to go to Korea and Japan and London.

i wish to see my parents go to Jerusalem. that's what they really want.

i wish to marry someone and have cute and smart children. i wish to marry someone who loves me dearly, someone cute and rich. hehe. i really wish to be loved. :P

this job You've given me dad, let me be the best i can be. let me shine in whatever i do. in whatever i create and think about.

and most importantly...

i wish to be healthy. in complete health condition to do all this. to experience all this beautiful things. :)

please Dad.

if it's something too much to ask for. please open my heart to see YOU only. to know You are storing the best for me. and ONLY for ME.

Amin.

Love You, Dad.

sincerely, your birthday girl

:)