i am really sad today.

yesterday i thought i was fine, until i decided to call him. and not surprisingly it didn't turn out good. he rejected my call.
actually i tried not to think about it. but i can't help it. i really want to at least be able to talk to him. i really want to see him. i really want to be with him again.

i miss him soooooo much.
i love him sooooooooo much.

'till now, i still can not compare him to every other guy i met in my life.
eventhough i love to hear the sound of that guy again (the other guy itu loh).
hehehe.

ya sudahlah.
i just wanna tell you that.
that i still miss him
hehehe