i finally found out that he was slipping away because he has someone else, who cares for him a lot more than i did.

a really sad fact in fact.

i love the guy so much that i think i wanna risk everything for him, but he slipped away because he thought i am not good enough for him. hikshikshikshiks.

bagaimanapun, aku masih sangat peduli padanya. aku masih sayang padanya. kalo suatu hari nanti Tuhan kasi aku kesempatan untuk bertemu kembali dengannya, aku sangat ingin bilang 'terima kasih' dan 'gue sayang elo!'. walaupun jawabannya mungkin gak pengen aku dengar. :(

terus tadi gue minta tolong teman baik gue untuk membuka profile-nya di friendster. dan elo tau. kata temen gue, dia adalah seorang single and still looking.

i miss him!