you know what?!
i still dream of him. just this morning i dreamt that he tried to reach me through n***k's number. we (me and him) talked on the phone in the dream.

watta beautiful dream to me.

eventhough it's just a dream, i was surprised and very happy. i really wish that it happens in reality. i wish that the dream comes true in flesh and blood. i really-really can hear his voice again...

when i woke up, which happened not long after, i promise myself. that if it were true, if it really happens, i promise i would not wanna make the same mistake. i would treat him like a treasure.

i wish God hears this wish of mine.
that i still love him.
:)