all my prayers have finally been answered. it took only 1 (one) day for HIM to answer me. while it took almost 3 years for me to pray for the answers. :)
(gak papa, orang sabar kan disayang Tuhan. hehehehe).

i finally decided to come to the party.
but the day before, i took an on leave. 'cuti pata* *ati' as i say it to my friends. i went to plaz* senay*n to pick a nice dress to go there. the reason is just becoz i don't wanna look bad in front of him, just for old time sake. ;P

i went there with 2 or my friends. D*sot and M*ria. i thank them so much for accompanying me. before i went in the venue, i asked them to hug me, just to relieve me. and it worked. i did feel a bit relief. hehehehe.

as we went in, i see that his taste had not failed him. the place is great. nice and cozy. not a big place, but nice. my friends said the food is also not bad. :) although i could not feel it. my stomach don't really feel good.
i shook hands with him and his wife. he was nice. he kissed me on both cheek. and i congratulate him. and after that me and my friends decided to stay a while to enjoy the place and the food.
the good thing is, he asked me and my friends to take a pic together. that was my 1st picture of him, although i've known him for more than 5 years. (well, that was the answer of my prayer. the hug and the pic. hehehe).

well, ya sudahlah. gue udah gak tau lagi mau tulis apa. :(
gue cuma pengen melepas kenangan gue yang masih ada di handphone gue.
with this post, i wanna let him go.
PS: dia masih loh kirim sms. cuma bilang terima kasih gue udah dateng ke kawinannya dia. hehehehe.

03/05/07
Sori br bls .Ribet kmrn gw. hp ktglan. Skrg msh lembur pdhl bsk last day.
04/05/07
Yoeh maseeh diktr.:-(
05/05/07
Have a gu wiken 2u too:-)
11/05/07
Hehehe.manusia lilin dong gw. Great day 2 u too even the weather so damn hot.
26/05/07
Thx ren. Have a good weekend 2 u :-)
04/06/07
Wow semangat skali lo. great!
30/06/07
temankyu .selamat hari jadi yesus.berkat tuk mu juga. amin. -***i/a***i/*p**.
04/07/07
Selamat hari kemerdekaan usa. :-)
14/07/07
Gw ntn lansung di senayan tar:-)... Ayo arab! Lho?!
14/07/07
Kita menang ....
Supporternya
01/09/07
Hepi wiken 2 u too ren :-)
05/09/07
Punya sebuah hari besar jugaa.:-)
24/09/07
Wonderfull week will come about 2 more weeks.:-)
28/09/07
By bon jovi:-)
20/10/07
00:02
Hepi bday ren.best wishes for u:-). May your bday bring you much much luck!
-***i-
31/10/07
Virgin
08/12/07
Iwish. But now in d meeting . Enjoy ur wiken too!
25/12/07
Met natal ren. Semoga Berkat natal bikin lo happy. Dan liburan ke solo berjalan sukses:-)..
23/01/08
Thankyou. :) .. Good morning!
07/02/08
ro**alyn semoga sukses ditahun tikus tanah. Mau tau nasib kamu? Dari pewaris wong kam fu.untuk ZODIAK Ketik (spasi)PWKF (spasi) ZODIAK anda Atau ketik (spasi)PWKF (spasi)SHIO anda kirim ke 9800.
13/03/08
Hi... Good..good.., gooooood..,
23/03/08
Selamat memperingati hari kebangkitan yesus kristus!
31/03/08
Hai kawanku bintang cosmogirl.
11/05/08
12:15
We would like to request the honor of your presence at our wedding reception on saturday. may 17**, 2008 at 6.30pm @k*mbang go*la restaurant. Plaza sentral parking lot jalan jendral s*dirman kav. 47-48 jakarta. ::****i(***i) & yuli* ::
11/05/08
19:55
Thx ren.Ill send u d invitation by email. In case d inv card doesnt arrive on time. :)
19/05/08
21:29
Terima kasih atas doa restu dan meyempatkan diri datang meramaikan resepsi pernikahan kyu dan y*lia. God bless you all.:-)

and with these messages i say good bye to him.
he will always have a place in my heart.
congratulation p**i.
:)